When lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash.
Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes Vodka.


Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground, when protection meant wearing helmet. Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug yknew was cough medicine. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees and goodbyes only meant until tmrw. Now and then we miss those days. It was breaking rules, giggling hard, flying blind, flinging our pe shirts in class, shoo-ing birds, singing aloud, being misfits, shutting gaps, going crazy, being mad. These are what we see through younger eyes, the one thing we cant get back yet the thing we miss : Innocence. And yet how ironic, we couldnt wait to grow up.

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    3/16/12

    Family outing ♥

    HI ALL. Before i lose my motivation to blog, shall blog about my zoo trip today :D
    Initially we wanted to plan a "family" picnic outing at marina barrage bcause i think it's cute and exotic! Actually, i'm just casually saying about it but my boy made it real. Haha! And he suggested to go to the zoo instead :D We made sandwich early in the morning and head to zoo, so here are we!!!

    Haha this is what i meant by exotic, didn't expect he wld do it right? That's 1 of the reason why i love him.

    What's zoo without white tigers? They're so pweeetty and fierce!
    Look what we have here for my baby princess?! It's so freaking cute!! Ah*faint*
    Oh we went to visit my aunt at kidz place ben and jerry too! I swear she's damn cute! Maybe because of the uniform she's wearing? Haha, that's the aunt that gave me this bear NINE year ago! Shall i name it: buibui? :)

    Overall, we did enjoy our trip very much and manage to see most of the animals there but we paid extra 5bucks for the tram and only take 1ride. (They didn't even check fr the tix) Argh. And i've been very hardworking to walk around despite the killing weather though i did complain alot, but i still continue to walk ok!! FIGHTIN!!!

    2/24/12

    Hamish J Brandfellner.

    My brother.
    This great guy passed away on 14th of Feb on valentine's day, this happen so suddenly. I couldn't believe it till i saw you...my heart just drop and i was devastated when i sees your bike, that precious thing of yours. I'll never forget how you always make me smile with your nonsense and how you always mimic my stupid actions just to tease me. I still remember you love to eat plain burger with no toppings or sauces. I know you love to sing and you always ask me to shut up if i'm singing with you :( i know you love your bike and spent alot to customize it, and i know you're really good at it! I rmb you always give up riding your bike whenever you're meeting me and would tell me how nice you are haha. You're always scared that i'm bored so you always have thousands and million kinds of different topics to start with. You never fail to send me gdmrng & gdnight msges when we were close and never fail to spam me all the time! I'm always mad at you. I hope you still rmb the greeting that we did whenever we meet each other, the alien greeting. ;)
    I felt so sorry because i weren't there at your lowest and didn't tell you not to fall for a bitch/liar like her. Fuck myself, i shouldn't be nice. I should talk bad about my friends at the right time right. Ok hatred aside. I hope that you're happy and carefree up there and just to let you know, i cry a little inside whenever i walk pass the place we used to go and whenever i think of you...i miss you, hamish. I rmb when i was young someone told me that 'when a person is gone forever, they never come back because they're each given a pill that will make them forget everything and start afresh' so you might have already forgotten about me but you'll always still be in my heart, same goes to Darryle.

    1/27/12

    Love vs Hate


    10 things that I hate the most:

    1. People who're so not gentlemen
    2. People who don't say goodbye before hanging up
    3. Being accused
    4. People who are happy when they're winning at something but are very unhappy when they're losing.
    (damn, I just find it very unfair)
    5. People who lie to me.
    6. Cockroaches
    7. Super duper two-face, self-centered.
    (Note: i mention super duper. 1 or 2 is fine, but not everyone -_-)
    8. When days are bad
    9. People who don't do what they say.
    10. People who purposely want to spite me.
    (Try harder bitch)

    10 things that i love the most:

    1. People who can make me smile at my worse
    2. To cuddle during rainy days
    3. To receive gd mrng and gdnight msges
    4. People around me to be happy
    5. To be loved and cared
    6. People who cook for me
    7. Doing things that i love
    8. People who're interesting and keep me amused
    9. To be able enjoy things i love with my love ones
    10. When i'm with you

    Before anyone starts judging me or say blah blah blah about this, i admit that i did do certain things i hate in life but there must be a reason for it. Humans nature right. Bye.



    Wish you were here.

    School is as mundane as ever and i'm starting to detest it, i always lose my motivation just after one question i couldn't answer or solve it, not to mention writing numerous compositions -_- and tests clashing with one another. Okay so, my boy left me alone in S'pore for his Thailand trip for 5 freaking days! HOW IRRESPONSIBLE IS THT PFFT Hahahaha. But on a happier note, i'm thankful that i've my friends around to accompany me and he's coming back tmr which is 27hrs later from now. Yay :D
    Yesterday, went to kahsiang's house to bainian. So happy to see my clique once again :) They invited lion dance into the house and it's in pink colour, so pretty right? ^^ Had kfc and head to ktv.

    12/27/11

    MiuMiu.


    Okay, i shall use this free time as an opportunity to blog about how much i miss miumiu right now. Just look at these skinny bones of hers, you just want to protect her forever. She is naughty at times.......ok most of the time...but i still love her eventhough she pee-ed on my bed when i went to make breakfast for her and poo on anywhere that is not covered with newspaper. Imagine how tough it is to take care of her, sigh :') Well, she's still adorable to me and curled like a ball everytime when she sleeps beside me. Her body is warm enough to give me warmth that night despite me waking up numerously suspecting if she actually pee-d. She's still special to me eventhough she's not the type that i love to have because she's the first dog which ever spent a night with me. My heart broke into pieces whenever i sees her cry, i actually wondered what is she thinking that makes her feel this way and 'phew' many negative thoughts came through my head and that makes me sad too :( but anyway, hope you're happy with your new owner now, i still misses you so much. Miss me too kay :')




    HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!♥♥♥

    Went to fetch baby from work and cut my hair, it turns out to be what i wanted yay! This hairdresser never disappoint me (: Afterthat went to crabparty to celebrate granny's birthday. Delicious foods, i loike! ^^

    12/25/11

    Christ is born.

    Okay so Merry Christmas to all the earthlings :) The time spent on Christmas eve is mostly at town.
    Woke up super early on that day to visit my friend. I whisper merry christmas to you, Darryle. Head to town to meet Natasha and zh treat us gongcha :) Walk around and they left for zh's house and as for me? Went to meet my drearest boy ofcause :D



    Walked around with baby and did'nt take many pics as we were busy squeezing thru that pack of sardines. Ending the countdown with snow spray, special guests on stage like Kimberly Chia, Ian Fang and Edwin Goh.

    11/22/11

    Definitely a night to remember ♡

    A good morning to all x, it's raining now so i'm stuck at home blogging haha!
    My prom night is such a blast with indian performance, delicious foods (esp dessert and prawn), funny mc, great entertainments, dancefloor and nonetheless awesome friends around me ;)
    And what i didn't enjoy the most is being nominated for promqueen and having to embarrass myself infront of everyone with catwalks and stuff and got a scientific calculator fr tht ya. I wld rather win luckydraw and have straightcash. Boooo.